Oct 1, 2011

oct.1, 2011
         just had dinner even after going to Laura's house blessing here at citta....watching paolo closely with his studies coz of his failed grades esp math....mario went home almost 4am na and paolo arrived from his field trip at almost 12mn...so, puyat na ulit....we tried to wait for him at topers place coz he had drinking spree with QMC rad techs...angge went home early coz pagod na and dali nalasing and mario went to bobits bday....they were already home when i arrived from clinic...
         sept. 29 was a real blessing for me coz laura went here to pay me a visit and we went to their house which is a simpler version of our house...then learned that she's now a born again christian, so she asked hubby-joji to give me their Lady of Fatima image that joji got from lebanon and it originated from the town of the 3 children who saw our Lady...she has a multicolored vest that changes color with the environment...with Her presence and becoming a part of our home, i felt that all my prayers will now be answered and we would be filled with blessings from now on.....Alleluyah!!!!!
        hay naku...had to rest muna....was so disappointed with paolo, who i just found out was playing me around his finger...been telling me lies after lies....1st i thought, their exam is due this tuesday pa, then he told he had already taken an advance exam with his friends last week, that's why his supposed to be last exam is this tuesday...then i found out that they had already finished their whole semis last week pa....i was so depressed, i had to cry my heart out, feeling as a failure and seeing how he turned out to be...am so afraid i'm now so late in turning him around, coz i could see that it is already 2nd nature for him to make up stories and telling a lie at a snap.....on the other hand, i hope this moment will sink in to him, how he disappointed me 'coz he said sorry to benok, then to mario and toper when they all drop by after benok called them as i was crying so hard..i almost laugh out as i see all their faces....but, then, i was not feeling well n din....also both kids re affirmed their love and  fear of losing me .... i really hope and pray that after all the talks given by toper and mario and after this experience, it will be a wake up call for paolo for his betterment....but now that Mama Mary is part of our home, i think, things will be much better....keeping fingers crossed......