march 12 - 14, 2012

March 12
        dunno, but wasn't able to sleep well today..not until 3am, so after waking up for the kids uniform to iron up, i went bk to take a nap till 9:30am..then was awaken by jovies' text that there were patients already so, i decided to go to lolo papa after clinic hours na..then i talked with chie pa about lolos uniforms in preparation for any eventuality before finally going up to the room...when i arrived, lolos' breathing was already fast and shallow, so i told the nurse inside about it..when i said hi...he began taking kussmaul breathing na , so i told him, we'll pray and we did, then after i told him it's time to let go, so he can already rest bcoz he has been suffering long enough, he began counting down his last breathe, slowly, without any effort on his side..until he finally rested...i have earlier signed a DNR ( do not resuscitate) to relieve him of any further pain in the end...at 1:30pm he was pronounced dead....
        i called funeraria pagbilao, since they are the only ones accepting pacific plans that papa has for his pre-need plan...Toper was the one who talked to them to let me rest a while and they also bought the mundane things, foods and drinks needed for a wake... then by 5:30 pm after i sent ver to bring lolos socks, brief and inner shirt, tonipet called to inform me that lolos' remains is already there and thatshe is already there with pareng lando, so, we hurriedly went there....it only took an hour for lolos' embalming....had an in-promtu meeting with phaseIII citta group at the wake-hehehe...kaya late na umuwi...


March 13, 2012
           told techie not to get lolos' uniform anymore 'coz of all the paper works that it will entail...had clinic pa din...then mareng malou arrived with maid- tina, who i told to just help out however she can, coz everyone's busy.... emar, chie and kids then Bambie arrived, one after the other today...Bambie watched over lolo tonight...was so tired na kaya while talking to Tta Sandra almost lost consciousness na, maybe 'coz of too much fatigue for the last few days....William arrived almost 10pm na and twuz really Gods' blessing to make us feel that we need HIM in this lonely time, coz William brought his cousin priest with him and we had an on the spot Mass for lolo, even if 10pm na..Lilet Gamboa's youngest son- Carlo, served at the mass...


March 14, 2012
       Mario went early today to get his marriage license at City Hall but wasn't able to, 'coz everybody out there doesn't know where it is and even blamed him for submitting late his requirements...kaya sumagot na sya, na kahit late, eh dala na nya, kaya they had to produce his license...told him to cont. with the ff-up tomorrow...finally got lolos' death certificate....jovie, malou and mareng belen went with us at the crematorium, Tta Sands and Tto Caloy ff suit...Lilets' whole family w/ Marco and Ludy and Jon2 arrived in time for lunch and for the mass...had picture taking of families while waiting for lolos' remains and got pissed off ke chie for not wanting to join with vers' family photoshoot..very aloof and nakasimangot and layo tuloy sa pic....then brought lolos' remain beside Ato temporarily 'coz gotta wait for his burial assistance to be able to spend for Mla. Memorials' requirement...everybody went home then had dinner and had a great time while drinking and lumabas, kakalugan ni Marco and we finally got to know him and liked him better...then Jon2 gave php1000 for techies kids through emar and me kasi, indi daw nila malapitan si chie at lagi paalis pag try nila...baka daw tanggihan sya and yup...asked nga why daw nid to give sa kids....nainis n din me....tinanggap din naman at wala na kasi sila when i gave it, pero talagang yabang pa din ang pinalit...kaya next day, sinabihan ko sya na she has to let go of all her hang ups with her family, kaya tuloy di sya maging masaya and di maka move on sa life... sabi ko nga, this will be the last time, i'd ask her to stay here at baka malalinan pa ako ng super negative vibes nya on life....